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>>7520 (OP) 
I tried a lot as a teenager. Denial, deleting everything, hating myself, etc. It never lasted because it's like trying to give up being attracted to adults or women or men or whatever. You can pretend you aren't, but inside you'll always know what you want. 
>but leaving the life would be so much easier, I wouldn't be hated by society
I wish for that too, it's so tiring. Trying to accept it is pretty much the only cope I have. Maybe electroshock or something works, but I doubt it. And going that route would require you to admit it to a psych and fuck your life up.

>>7521
I already told it to a psych long ago and they were helpful. I would never do that again though. Too much to risk now. It's something I've struggled with for nearly 20 years.

>>7523
Huh, I'm glad to hear you didn't get reported by the psych. I'm very afraid that would happen, so I'd never risk it myself. I've only been dealing with it for about 7 years, since my mid teens. Thinking about the future, and that I'll have to worry and stress over this for likely the rest of my life often gets me down a lot.

we pedos truely are the most opressed people's on earth

>>7524
Oh damn, you're still young. It gets worse when you hit your 30s I'm afraid to say.

>>7526
really? i thought you just get less horny until your dick stops working. geg

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>>7526
oh great, now I have that to look forward to... Although, at least for me, I was more pained/guilty about it as a teenager and I've come more to terms with myself now. So I have some hope for future me.

>>7527
>>7529
It's more that it gets harder to not look creepy when checking out kids as you get older. When you hit your 30s you are also at the age most men become a father so that works against you as well. I'm turning in to the stereotypical looking pedo guy now. In my 20s I accepted it more and had less of the moral conflict than I do in my 30s.